Crazed Machinations of the Failed Female

O God, let me bite my tongue. Let me be kind and gracious. Let me be understanding and not angry. Let me be an example through that. I do not want to be one who creates hatred or anger. I do not want to be one who spreads unhappiness. But I am smothered and startled by what I see and what I encounter and I lose hope, and I lose faith. But I have not given up yet, and I know as long as I don't You won't give up on me. Do not let me forget that life without works is dead. Life without works is dead. Life without works is dead. Life without works is dead.